Sunday, July 24, 2011

King Of Seven Sea


Hero... Who is a hero?? .. Hero is who became our favorite or we want became like them, we just fall in with their personality...
 Every one life have a hero..

 some one special..

I HAVE A HERO.

Balu..he is my grandfather, he is a super hero for me. He is the powerful man in my life.

We are a "Mukkuva"(Fish merchant) cast, in my childhood every one do that job( still my father doing that job). I am so proud we are a Mukkuva cast, because my father doing this job for our family this job is our soul. In my school days i done the job for some pocket moneys. Our house is near to the sea and the evening time me and my friends just go to their and sit in their and see the sunset. It's a nostalgia feeling when i remembering it.

Ok, Go back to my grandfather..How he become my hero. I just a simple memories about him. He died in my childhood (that time my age is 2).i cried so much in that day because i lost my best friend... my childhood friend.Now i am realize that how much i miss him. My mother told about him to me like a story. she said that "HE IS THE KING OF SEVEN SEAS" because our village "Koyilandy" is a chain of seven seas.

He helped every one he know, his every decision is correct and there is no fault. That time we lived like a royal family. Our every dreams come true. He is the light for our family..when he gone he take the light with him.

The all stories that my mother said about him that deeply gone in heart,in my blood and in my nervous. he became my hero like a fantasy. It's a super feeling for me, i am a super grandchild of a super grandfather

One does not have to do anything to become a grandfather. It simply happens when your child has a child. It is up to you to decide how involved you will be in your grandchild's life. There is an inherent biological relationship but the emotional bonding between grandfather and grandchild comes only with effort. It happens when the grandchild sees that you are open to forming a relationship. It happens when you get off your easy chair and make the effort to see what matters to your grandchild.

I MISS U MY GRAND FATHER

I love you so much... :-)

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

A Sad One Side Love Story

Every one life have a sad one side love story, I had one.

The story starting on my childhood, I studied a old government school near to my home. I didn’t forget the first day of the school because that day I see her. Rounded eyes, her dressing style. She is so beautiful in that uniform dresses, I just fall in love with her in the first look.

I know its so madness & crazy if some one fall in love in first look, but I love crazy. Her face just dropped in my heart. Oopz!!! The feeling of love, it’s unbelievable guys, it’s a magic. But it’s not done in long time, I forget every thing and i grown up fast.

My 10th standard the forgotten love the vanished love just increased in my heart one more time. She doesn’t change, but I am changed, my heart changed, my feelings changed, its all happened fast.

I want to say her that how much I love her, how much I care her, but I had no guts in that time to say something to a girl (Now i am expert to deal a girl) and it’s a proposal. “O  GOD”.

The last day of my high school life. We are celebrating a sent of party. I preparing for the proposal.

how i say..

what i want to say, is she ignore me.

For a help I take my two friends with me. I feared that if she slap in front my friends when I propose her or she or her parents complain to my parents.

But the big question is how I propose her, she is very busy with her friends, she is filling her scrapbook with her friends.

 At last I got an idea, I have not guts to say her, so I send one of my friend to deliver my message to her.

My friend reached to her,

 my heart beats loudly I thought it just blast in a few second like a atom bomb.

 My friend said something to her and she is laughing and she gives a smile to me and she ran away.
Is this is a YES OR NO. 

My friend arrived to me and he said to me “she likes to spend with u like a good friend”.

Hooo....It’s not good news but its not bad one. I don’t no what happened to me, I feel good because she didn't slap me.

She is a good girl and she continued her friendship with me in the last day of my school days. Now she married and living happy.

Some times one side love is the best thing in the world, because we give our heart with out expecting anything.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

The path of reading

Few months before i got a sick..it's increasing all the time in my body..like drug..

It's Reading..

I hate books in my childhood and loved the sweet drawings which i draw..

but now i can't live without it..

the first book i read is the biography of Gandhi..it's a boring book i read at the time..i hate the book on the time..and leave the book without finishing..(I am not insulting the book..i just said my feelings in that time).

Few year later..i see the film 3idiots..i luv the film and i hear about the books of Chethan Bhagat and i read the book THREE MISTAKES IN MY LIFE, and the first time i finished a book in my life. i love the book and the author. I loved the language in the books.

and i didn't wait,

 i buy the next book of chetan bhagat 2 STATES..a lovely love story..

and the drugs(books) increased in my blood in every moment in my life..

i didn't waste any minute..

i set aside the minutes for my reading..