Drawing 3 - Some faces

She is one of my good friend, i miss her too...

Drawing 2

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I saw her photo from news paper, i did't remember her name. she got first price in classic dance

Love

Drawing 1

It's me and my brother, i sketched this picture to looking an old photo from my album. this is first picture i sketched in my drawing book

This is one of the picture of Raja Ravivarma, i sketched this from a calender 

This old lady who reading paper, she is one of my neighbor when we lived in a  platform

I sketched my own hand...

He is a friend of my best friend, two years back he dead in an accident, that time i sketched this drawing for him

                                                                                                        

No Smoking

I exactly remember when i was first smoked, i was 5 or 6 year old when i first smoked. my uncle was a chain smoker, he smoke 1 pkt cigaret in a day. When i first noticed about smoking it's looking like so funny. He smoked the smoke in his mouth and gone outside from his nose. Some thing like magic.
 All days i thought about smoking, what they are feeling when they smoking..is it pain full.Day and night i only thought about this. At last i got a chance to SMOKE.
I gone to my uncle's room, he is not in their. I see a packet of cigaret in the table, that was his favorite one i didn't remember the brand name,i steal one cigaret  from that packet and ran away from their.

 I reached to my room and lighted the cigaret and take one smoke. It's feel nothing, one more time i smoked, that time my uncle came to my room. he looking at me, my mouth is closed and it's full of smoke. He asked me "what you doing in here", I said " Nothing" and that time the smoke gone out side from my mouth, i scared and ran away from their. He didn't tell anything  to me or to my parents about that matter.

After this incident i didn't smoke for a long year.Some times i used to smoke the paper role. I want a place for smoking, and i got a right place to smoking.."Bathroom"..i know bathroom is usually boys using for smoking and another "Stuffs"

I see lot of smoker in my life, the great smoker i ever saw is my friend's uncle. He is a chain smoker i ever saw. he smoking two or three packet in a day. and my collage teacher, every interval he going to out side for smoking and the smell is very intolerable.

The last year of Collage days are the most loving smoking days in my life. i smoked  one in a day. i didn't smoke if i am at home. i don't want to destroy my image in front of them. after my collage days i got a job with my collage friends and my smoking days was continued.

After i got a job in Bangalore and after three months i got a transfer order to Delhi, that was the first journey i gone out side alone. after i joined in their i got new smoking partners in my room, but the problem is that they are elder than me, and i am a littile brother for them and they do not want see me like a smoker. But i gone my own path. i smoke when i was alone, and i don't like to smoke in front them who really hate smoking...

After One year my smoking ability is increased day by day, some times i smoke two or three cigaret in a day and i realized that it was too dangerous for me or it become..

And at last i put a decision, I WANT QUIT SMOKING....

View days before after my birth day i preparing for this, now i smoke only to times in 44 days. thank you god.(I don't know how much days i can do this, but i still trying to quit smoking)

 This is for you who like smoking or who want quit smoking.

King Of Seven Sea

Hero... Who is a hero?? .. Hero is who became our favorite or we want became like them, we just fall in with their personality...
 Every one life have a hero..

 some one special..

I HAVE A HERO.

Balu..he is my grandfather, he is a super hero for me. He is the powerful man in my life.

We are a "Mukkuva"(Fish merchant) cast, in my childhood every one do that job( still my father doing that job). I am so proud we are a Mukkuva cast, because my father doing this job for our family this job is our soul. In my school days i done the job for some pocket moneys. Our house is near to the sea and the evening time me and my friends just go to their and sit in their and see the sunset. It's a nostalgia feeling when i remembering it.

Ok, Go back to my grandfather..How he become my hero. I just a simple memories about him. He died in my childhood (that time my age is 2).i cried so much in that day because i lost my best friend... my childhood friend.Now i am realize that how much i miss him. My mother told about him to me like a story. she said that "HE IS THE KING OF SEVEN SEAS" because our village "Koyilandy" is a chain of seven seas.

He helped every one he know, his every decision is correct and there is no fault. That time we lived like a royal family. Our every dreams come true. He is the light for our family..when he gone he take the light with him.

The all stories that my mother said about him that deeply gone in heart,in my blood and in my nervous. he became my hero like a fantasy. It's a super feeling for me, i am a super grandchild of a super grandfather

One does not have to do anything to become a grandfather. It simply happens when your child has a child. It is up to you to decide how involved you will be in your grandchild's life. There is an inherent biological relationship but the emotional bonding between grandfather and grandchild comes only with effort. It happens when the grandchild sees that you are open to forming a relationship. It happens when you get off your easy chair and make the effort to see what matters to your grandchild.

I MISS U MY GRAND FATHER

I love you so much... :-)

A Sad One Side Love Story

Every one life have a sad one side love story, I had one.

The story starting on my childhood, I studied a old government school near to my home. I didn’t forget the first day of the school because that day I see her. Rounded eyes, her dressing style. She is so beautiful in that uniform dresses, I just fall in love with her in the first look.

I know its so madness & crazy if some one fall in love in first look, but I love crazy. Her face just dropped in my heart. Oopz!!! The feeling of love, it’s unbelievable guys, it’s a magic. But it’s not done in long time, I forget every thing and i grown up fast.

My 10^th standard the forgotten love the vanished love just increased in my heart one more time. She doesn’t change, but I am changed, my heart changed, my feelings changed, its all happened fast.

I want to say her that how much I love her, how much I care her, but I had no guts in that time to say something to a girl (Now i am expert to deal a girl) and it’s a proposal. “O  GOD”.

The last day of my high school life. We are celebrating a sent of party. I preparing for the proposal.

how i say..

what i want to say, is she ignore me.

For a help I take my two friends with me. I feared that if she slap in front my friends when I propose her or she or her parents complain to my parents.

But the big question is how I propose her, she is very busy with her friends, she is filling her scrapbook with her friends.

 At last I got an idea, I have not guts to say her, so I send one of my friend to deliver my message to her.

My friend reached to her,

 my heart beats loudly I thought it just blast in a few second like a atom bomb.

 My friend said something to her and she is laughing and she gives a smile to me and she ran away.

Is this is a YES OR NO. 

My friend arrived to me and he said to me “she likes to spend with u like a good friend”.

Hooo....It’s not good news but its not bad one. I don’t no what happened to me, I feel good because she didn't slap me.

She is a good girl and she continued her friendship with me in the last day of my school days. Now she married and living happy.

Some times one side love is the best thing in the world, because we give our heart with out expecting anything.

The path of reading

Few months before i got a sick..it's increasing all the time in my body..like drug..

It's Reading..

I hate books in my childhood and loved the sweet drawings which i draw..

but now i can't live without it..

the first book i read is the biography of Gandhi..it's a boring book i read at the time..i hate the book on the time..and leave the book without finishing..(I am not insulting the book..i just said my feelings in that time).

Few year later..i see the film 3idiots..i luv the film and i hear about the books of Chethan Bhagat and i read the book THREE MISTAKES IN MY LIFE, and the first time i finished a book in my life. i love the book and the author. I loved the language in the books.

and i didn't wait,

 i buy the next book of chetan bhagat 2 STATES..a lovely love story..

and the drugs(books) increased in my blood in every moment in my life..

i didn't waste any minute..

i set aside the minutes for my reading..